Singer/Composer

Why did I forget I was singer/composer? Because I no longer spoke English. They didn't want me to speak in English anymore. I was already Tagalog. I was even already speaking the Masbateño dialect. But in high school, first year, first weeks, I spoke in English, but wasn't good in Tagalog anymore. I was very quick, however, in relearning Tagalog according to my high school friends. 

Also, in grade school, I was no longer an addict or influenced into drugs by them. Without the drugs, you're in a different mood than before and you forget some parts of yourself. Plus they deliberately were intruding on my brain with drugs and chemicals to make me forget. I reckon simple anesthesia loosens the connections in the brain, making you forget (this was done *en masse* to forget the ravages of war). 

I wasn't addict on my own; but they would influence me or make me join them so they can receive or partake of my music and movies money, when money was there on special occasions but in smaller petty amounts already. (Where are my million$ from Star Wars 4-6 in the 1980s, for example?) The corruption line was too long, I guess. Why should it be a bagful of cash? Why not open up a bank account for me, and deposit the money there? So that some corrupt people can partake of the money or that a heavily armed group can easily steal the money from me or us. (Well, marijuana is now becoming legal in many countries. But here in the Philippines, we don't like it.) 

Again, I knew I co-own the music companies before I was composing and composing songs prolifically, creating the singers and bands in the process. 

I can't remember too I was top Scientist, but when they would come to me, I would remember. They would consult me for Science matters but they would retain the money. 

I at one time, while walking on the street, blurted out in English that we've got to finish Windows 3.11! 

But Windows 95 was already finished too when we were children. It's for me and my batch, i decided. In college, just after sales of Windows 95, Bill Gates went to me. But his companions used psy-war and threats, limiting me. Maybe it was the start of antitrust trial against Microsoft. 

I said later, that to give Bill Gates the benefit of the doubt, he was probably there to give me back my MS ownership! But Win95 sales were already too high that time, he and some members of his group were probably reluctant. Even before, he was the one being ousted at Microsoft. He was fearful of losing his MS stocks, like Steve Jobs being ousted from Apple. 

I now remember that I would still sing impromptu and compose songs in that same present house of ours in Masbate City. I sing the song "live" when I'm composing. I needed to have a sound recorder as I don't write the songs immediately. Some TV commercials were also done in that house.